i’m so exhausted. i’ve really wanted to cut recently which has been bad. not bad for me i just can’t have anyone find out. it’s started to get hot again so it’s going to be hard to cover up. my parents bug my so much about shorts and i only have two long sleeves. i haven’t cut or burned in over a year. this self fucking perfectionist loathing has been driving me insane and i can’t sleep. everyone is at my heels about my grades. there is only 5 more days left until summer and i have 3 F’s. if i can get math to a D i can pass without having to go to summer school. fuck piano and german. i free swam hard for about 2 to 3 hours today. and i ate a vegan sandwich, apple, italian cream cake, and a little bit of curches chicken and potatos. i’m never eating meat again. i’ve seen farm to fridge but never food inc. we watched it today in science. fuck dude. excited for being a vegan. chase has been a vegan for 6 years, that’s why he only weighs 72 lbs. when i became one for only two week i lost 8 lbs. anyways i’m going to go get cleaned up and sleep. seeya
wednesday 5/23/12: 10:13 pm
